Saturday, May 1, 2010

Tahajjud..


Sekeping hati jika diberikan kpd seorang lelaki, ia akan hancur seperi kaca yang terhempas dari tingkat 77 bangunan KLCC..bersepai gitu. Tetapi jika hati yang hancur itu diberikan kepada Allah SWT, hati yg hancur itu akan dicantumkan semula. Ingat lah pada Allah, mohonlah padaNYA, mintalah padaNYA..Allah tidak akan jemu mendengar, Allah tidak akan berpaling dari hambaNYA yang merintih kesedihan, yang meratap, merayu mohonkan perlindungan dariNYA.

Sebagai manusia dan juga hamba Allah yang kerdil,saya tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan dan setiap kesilapan itu biasanya akan berakhir dengan kesedihan. Kesedihan yang membuatkan airmata berlinang dipipi, kesedihan yg membuatkan tidur malam tidak lena. Terasa ada yg tidak kena, hati yang tidak tenteram ini perlukan terapi. Hati yang terluka kerana cinta juga perlukan suntikan jiwa yg bisa mendamaikannya.

Hakikatnya, perasaan cinta itu anugerah Ilahi yg tidak ternilai harganya kerana itu tiada penawar atau ubat yg boleh didapati difarmasi atau dihospital untuk merawatnya. Hanya Allah saja yg mampu merawatnya. Sekiranya ada sesiapa yg mencipta pil merawat cinta ....sudah pasti anugerah "Nobel" berprestij itu menjadi miliknya..tetapi sehingga kini, penyakit yg satu itu tiada penawarnya.

Pernahkah kita terfikir Allah jadikan anggota/pancaindera kita berpasang-pasangan,,2 telinga, 2 mata, 2 tangan, 2 kaki, 2 ginjal, 2 jantung, 2 paru-paru..tetapi Allah jadikan 1 hati sahaja kerana hati yg 1 lagi adalah milikNYA....untuk kita sentiada mengingatiNYA dalam apa jua perkara yg kita lakukan..hendaklah sentiasa berserah kepadaNYA..

Aduhhhhh, sakitnya putus cinta, terasa separuh jiwa melayang pergi, hati terasa sakit seperti dicucuk duri hanya terapi Ilahi pengubat diri...lakukanlah tahajud untukNYA, bangunlah sepertiga malam, Insya Allah, hati akan tenang mensyukuri nikmatNYA.

Bila putus cinta, tahajud adalah terapi terbaik. Tak dapat digambarkan betapa hening dan tenangnya jiwa selapas mengadu padaNYA. Sebagai hambanya, kita kadangkala alpa untuk mengingatiNYA, tetapi hakikatnya ALLAH tidak pernah melupakan kita. Dengan sifat pemurahNYA dan rahmatNYA, ujian diturunkan kepada KITA dalam pelbagai bentuk dan rupa. Putus cinta, penyakit, kemiskinan, kekayaan, bencana, kecantikan...dan pelbagai lagi bentuk ujian ALLAH didatangkan kepada kita agar kita sedar dan kembali mengingatiNYA. Sebagai hambanya, bila ditimpa musibah adakalanya baru kita mahu bersujud padaNYA,..Subhanallah..

Oleh itu, masih belum terlambat bagi kita untuk sentiasa bersujud kepadanya tidak kira diwaktu senang maupun setelah ditimpa musibah. Bila hati sedih, saya gagahkan diri juga untuk bangkit dari tidur, bersujud untukNYA. Sepi malam bagaikan penyubur kesabaran. Jiwa rasa lepas dan bebas dapat berbisik-bisik, memohon dan merintih padaNYA. Hakikatnya kita memang banyak mempunyai permintaan kepada Yg Maha Esa, dan yakinlah bahawa doa kita akan dikabulkan olehNYA kerana sabda nabi "Doa dari hati yang ikhlas dan yakin, Insya Allah dikabuli olehNya"...

Posting ini bukan untuk menunjuk-nunjuk, tapi untuk berkongsi "rasa" kerana sabda nabi 'Mengajak orang berbuat kebaikan juga satu sedekah"..dan saya menganggapnya sebagai satu amal jariah, bekalan yang akan dibawa dan dihitung di Masyar nanti...

Wasallam,,,
Dr. Farah..

15 comments:

  1. sakit betul eh putus cinta ni ck? i wish i have the time to bercinta to feel the putus cinta impact on me..maybe too late for that..

    -bijou-

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  2. Il nome suo nessun sapràMay 6, 2010 at 6:07 PM

    Understood, coming from a woman but I would have put it, "Sekeping hati jika diberikan kpd seseorang yang tidak tahu menilai dan menghargai erti sebenar sebuah cinta...".

    When the other half fell for another and in a hurry to end it while the other still believing and wanting to work things out, clinging on to everything he holds dear, wouldn't the hurting caused his heart "hancur seperi kaca yang terhempas dari tingkat 77 bangunan KLCC" CK?

    PAIN don't care or choose whether you are a woman or a man. Hugs.

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  3. I couldn't agree more with Mr No One and U deserve another hugs from me too CK..

    -bijou-

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  4. errr... u both deserve my hugs anyway..

    -bijou-

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  5. Il nome suo nessun sapràMay 19, 2010 at 8:09 AM

    You've been quiet since, CK. Just when I thought you are back all charged up and re-energized. Is everything alright over your end?

    Thank you Bijou, been a while now since someone offers me a hug, even if just online. The thought of it alone is making me feeling all warm inside. I left you a message there on CK's previous posting coz I don't thing it was proper for me to leave it here.

    Thanks again.

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  6. Il nome sir..

    Thanks for everything..thanks for the soothing words. I'm just a bit bz at the moment, just got back from Tganu and Tawau. Thanks for caring..How I wish to hug u tightly in real life..LOLOL...hahaha

    Bijou..Hugs for u too coz u're always been there for me, bad times or good times..

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  7. Il nome suo nessun sapràMay 23, 2010 at 7:37 AM

    It's really comforting to know, the reason for your long silence was due to you being busy. Anything else, other than that, would be of a concern to both Bijou and myself. Being busy is good for us all, especially by the end of the day, we would be too exhausted to do or think of anything else other than just to get that much needed rest.

    Nice, I might just claim that "real life" hug from you someday. Hopefully it doesn't come with an expiry date. Ever since you put 2 photos to go with your last 2 postings, I've been behaving rather silly when I'm out there at the cafe or restaurant. Always on the lookout for such face, hoping that I'll be seeing someone who looks like this person on the photos. I better be not as obvious, or else those people seated the nearest to me would probably be thinking that I'm on a blind date meeting someone for the first time. Or something.

    I hope your recent trips was a good and productive one. Post something and tell us about it the next time okay. Oh, let Bijou know that I left a note for her on your previous posting.

    Good to have you back and (virtual) hugs.

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  8. Il nome suo nessun sapràJune 28, 2010 at 3:42 PM

    Sekeping hati ini...

    Menanti setiap hari

    Namun tiada yang menghadirkan diri.

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  9. Sekeping hati ini..
    Menunggu jawapan yang tidak pasti
    Dari insan bergelar lelaki..

    LOL (ishh ishh !!!..Jiwang la pulak Tipah...sahlah I dah putus fius..)

    Ntah ngapa hari ni I ghaser hati I berbunga-bunga..tapi tak pasti bunga apa sbb I tak reti spesies bunga-bungaan..hehehe

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  10. Il nome suo nessun sapràJuly 3, 2010 at 6:26 PM

    Dalam kekeliruan untuk mengenalpasti mengapa hati milik insan yang bernama wanita ini berbunga-bunga, si dia tertanya-tanya, apakah ini mengapa sang lelaki diibaratkan seperti seekor kumbang yang sudah pasti tidak akan pernah tahu spesis bunga apakah gerangan wanita ini, selain hanya mengerti bunga yang ini sesungguhnya tersangat indah dan juga begitu rapuh untuk dihinggapi.

    (His first attempt in trying to construct a decent line in BM without wanting to sound tacky and flowery). Can he counts on Bijou to help him during this crucial time without ruining his only chance (if not already) and scare off this rare and fragile woman?

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  11. Il nome, sir..

    I ni jenis bunga yg endangered species..LOL, U know the one who wears worn jeans, mickey mouse printed shirt and donald duck slippers and never ashamed to admit that I only have 3 pairs of dress in my closet...ishh !! ishh !!.

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  12. Il nome suo nessun sapràJuly 4, 2010 at 10:20 PM

    Even if the only dress you have is the one on you right now, and the only materials I can lay my hands on are the tree barks, I'll make one for you that looks good enough for an evening outing.

    But... but then again... Japan could be a place you gonna call home someday soon. And maybe I'll be this lost soul who keeps coming to nothingness in here.

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  13. Il nome suo nessun sapràJuly 4, 2010 at 10:34 PM

    Indeed, you are so rare that I'm starting to fear of losing you and your presence here and I dreaded if ever such a day come.

    I want to share this here, even though I know there will be others reading. Am somehow comforted if it is Bijou for she's a dear friend to you but the others?

    Anyway... I have this dream of packing my traveling bag and go on a road trip with you. Where to, I honestly don't know but just this strong feeling in wanting to do it before it is too late. And maybe along the way, makes both of us a believer again.

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  14. Salam 1 Malaysia sir..hehehe

    Actually I'm not migrating to Japan or anywhere. Never planned to. I went to Japan for a conference. It was a week trip and I'm glad it was over coz susah nak makan. Non- halal food was everywhere and I'd been eating only fruit and veges for 1 week and I started to feel like a monkey.

    Malaysia adalah tanah air ku...LOL..After Scotland, I would never go to another country. In my family, marrying a foreigner is strictly prohibited, so there's no reason for me to migrate to another country. Abah I nak menantu yg soleh and melayu tulen gitu...hehehe

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  15. Il nome suo nessun sapràJuly 5, 2010 at 2:08 AM

    Your abah is right on this one in wanting that from you. I would too but in wishing so, I could almost see that you are becoming more and more of a dream now, which only recently I thought I would/could be waking up to.

    Alas, a dreamer needs his dreams and something to believe in or else there won't be anything else left for him to hope for and cling on to.

    And about that Japan thingy, it wasn't so much of the country that I'm scared of losing this endangered species to, but the company she had next to her till it warrants her to post a new posting about it/him. Just when he thought that abang mechie is but a distant memory and long gone by now...

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